Well folks, things are pretty quiet of late...I'm back in the bummed out.."poor me, I never get to dress up" mode again. But I did have a few things happen lately. Small but joyous nonetheless.
So, when I am not seeing clients, I try to get dressed up. This is usually dress, hose, heels, bra, falsies..I sit in a back office which prevents anybody from seeing me. The other day I was dressed up and my clients started showing up and so, I got changed. When I reached around to release my bra hooks, I reached with my left hand. Why this is so cool to me is, I have almost always reached back with my right hand which is the one that men generally use to unhook buttons or undo their clothing. So instead of my right/instinctively male hand...I have gotten "used to" or "trained" to reach back with my left hand. It was a totally unconscious movement, meaning that I wasn't thinking about which hand to reach with. I was super pleased by this...Even tho' it makes me very sad to take my cute grey dress off.
I had a client say something funny as well. We have been interacting for about 3 years and she is really cool. Anyway, we talk about fashion etc. yesterday she said that forever 21 has online shopping and it is up to larger sizes. Then she said, "and it is totally tranny wear." I didn't say anything at first and just talked about how cool that is and how the forever 21 stuff is so disposable. Just before she left, I asked her what was the tranny comment about and she just smiled and said..."oh you just never know." I do dream of having a day with clients where I am dressed....it is unlikely but I think I have about 5 or 6 now that would love it....well, we'll see.
Oh big bummer, I won't get to be a administrative assistant over christmas b/c the software won't be ready for me to do my stuff....bu-ummer!
I recently tried to order a housekeeping uniform online but the order form was all crazy and so I just gave up...I will try to do it by phone soon, although, when do I get to give it a test run? not sure...
and lastly, I really would love to be a bridesmaid. Interestingly, I don't think I'd really dig being up there in the row and being gawked at, but, the experience of being able to be a part of the brides day and preparations would be a true dream come true...Dress shopping, pedi/mani, hair styling, makeup...getting all dressed...wow...such a dream. I believe that, over the years I have had a few female friends that actually would have like to have me there with them but....the sad reality is that it just wouldn't fly with family or grooms. But it is such a great dream...Being a bride would be a blast as well but my SO would sooner gargle sewage than do a cross-dressed wedding thing.
Well, I may dress up this w/e but I'm so skeptical...it will probably be totally frozen and black ice on the roads...see? negative nelly or what?
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